that day will stay with me for ever my life will never be the same again every day i am in pain every day is so so hard my life changed that day a very big part of me died when my daughter was taken from me i wish it could have been me i would have gave deeanne my life i still would if only i could have a wish if only i have a lot of if onlys if it were not for her sister maria i would never have got through i would not be here maria and deeanne had a bond no one could ever brake thay are my two girls one day deeanne will be waiting for me . i love her so much my heart feels like it will burst with love .deeanne i am being a good mum and nan to maria and emma pj baylee and new baby we hope please for give me deeanne if i let you down i did not mean to some times mums gets it wrong and i no i did let you down but all ways no doll i loved you from the moment you were born till the time you left me xxxx my word